Saturday, November 25, 2006
What a Day
well. today started quite alright.
woke up kinda early for no apparent reason then went back to sleep.
haha.
had a promotion interview today at 11.
it was quite good so i guess only 9 of us Air CLTS would become SCLTS.
i guess its been a good long run.
after the interview danny,xin hong, qin zheng and me went to J8 for lunch.
when we came out of the MRT we saw scott so we ased him to accompany us and thats what he did. we initially wanted to go to the foodcourt to eat but it was too packed so in the end after walking a few rounds we went to yoshinoya and danny just gt a drink since the place wasnt halal.
after we ate we walked around a bit in J8 and went to see XH's ex-gf. haha.
it was darn funny la.. we kept going round and round..
anyways.
about 1+ we left the place and headed back to our homes.
by the time i reached home it was already 2+..
at around 3+ i went to bed to take a long nap..
aha.. say about 2 hrs?
after that i went to meet jap for dinner.
had service then went for supper.
too bad jap couldnt follow us to supper today. he had alot of things he had to do..
whats more he's got work tomorrow so hope God will give him the energy to stay active minded tomorrow.
JIA YOU!
After service today was kinda of a drag for me..
felt kinda anti social but nvm.. just followed them la..
then throughout the whole supper i just sat there..
and then jowell said that i like so left out.. lol..
well its true.. but nvm beats going home...
after supper called my dad to see if he could pick me up but he didnt pick up
so went home by bus..
wonder what real friends are.
i dont know why but for the past few weeks i havent really been feeling ok with the friends i have.. i feel left out in everything.. i dont even know if i'm still friends with them or am i just a dog following them..
its hard to find good friends nowadays.. especially those even when they're troubled who will still go places with you..
even if you're feeling down dont you think that maybe sometimes you should just go out..
i know i'm being selfish here but.. what you do also affects others right..
nvm.. i think i'm getting kinda out of the point here too..
anyways.. Pastor B said that we should always make friends but if we make so many its kinda difficult to actually keep in contact with them..
when i was young i always thought that it would be easy but now i realise that i'm becoming more forgetful..
anyways. ask yourself this.. dont you think somedays you just feel left out of everything and you find everything meaningless?
today i felt that..
but i dont feel that everything is meaningless..
i felt that even though you've gt friends.
sometimes they'll still desert you and you've got to do some things alone.
you might be asking yourself this.
what have i done to deserve this?
you've done nothing.
its how you view the situation.
sure some of your friends are feeling black.
some of them maybe couldnt careless about you
or maybe some just plainly forgot that you're there.
but again.
who cares?
God wouldnt care cause we're to serve him and not to satisfy our own needs at times.
anyways.
I may not be myself these few days..
maybe i'll be ok tomorrow but maybe the following day i may not..
i may not show it at times but if you're reading this.
there are just somethings you dont know.
like problems i'm facing.
so i hope that sometimes you would just shh and stop whining about your everyday problems but actually taking them into your stride and just going with it.
why complain? you still need to do it anyways right..
guess thats enough for today..
aint gonna blog anymore for today....
nights everyone.
8:56 AM
You're in myworld now!
.Zach.is.back.
